首发偶发空缺 (临时空缺)-第99章

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They　said　that　her　mother　was　a　prostitute。　She　was　certainly　a　junkie。　Krystal　had　told　him　that　the　house　would　be　empty　because　her　mother　would　be　at　Bellchapel　Addiction　Clinic；　receiving　her　allotted　amount　of　methadone。　Fats　walked　up　the　garden　path　without　slowing；　but　with　unexpected　trepidation。

Krystal　had　been　on　the　watch　for　him；　from　her　bedroom　window。　She　had　closed　the　doors　of　every　room　downstairs；　so　that　all　he　would　see　was　the　hall；　she　had　thrown　everything　that　had　spilt　into　it　back　into　the　sitting　room　and　kitchen。　The　carpet　was　gritty　and　burnt　in　places；　and　the　wallpaper　stained；　but　she　could　do　nothing　about　that。　There　had　been　none　of　the　pine…scented　disinfectant　left；　but　she　had　found　some　bleach　and　sloshed　that　around　the　kitchen　and　bathroom；　both　of　them　sources　of　the　worst　smells　in　the　house。

When　he　knocked；　she　ran　downstairs。　They　did　not　have　long；　Terri　would　probably　be　back　with　Robbie　at　one。　Not　long　to　make　a　baby。

‘Hiya；’　she　said；　when　she　opened　the　door。

‘All　right？’　said　Fats；　blowing　out　smoke　through　his　nostrils。

He　did　not　know　what　he　had　expected。　His　first　glimpse　of　the　interior　of　the　house　was　of　a　grimy　bare　box。　There　was　no　furniture。　The　closed　doors　to　his　left　and　ahead　were　strangely　ominous。

‘Are　we　the　only　ones　here？’　he　asked　as　he　crossed　the　threshold。

‘Yeah；’　said　Krystal。　‘We　c’n　go　upstairs。　My　room。’

She　led　the　way。　The　deeper　inside　they　went；　the　worse　the　smell　became：　mingled　bleach　and　filth。　Fats　tried　not　to　care。　All　doors　were　closed　on　the　landing；　except　one。　Krystal　went　inside。

Fats　did　not　want　to　be　shocked；　but　there　was　nothing　in　the　room　except　a　mattress；　which　was　covered　with　a　sheet　and　a　bare　duvet；　and　a　small　pile　of　clothes　heaped　up　in　a　corner。　A　few　pictures　ripped　from　tabloid　newspapers　were　sellotaped　to　the　wall；　a　mixture　of　pop　stars　and　celebrities。

Krystal　had　made　her　collage　the　previous　day；　in　imitation　of　the　one　on　Nikki’s　bedroom　wall。　Knowing　that　Fats　was　ing　over；　she　had　wanted　to　make　the　room　more　hospitable。　She　had　drawn　the　thin　curtains。　They　gave　a　blueish　tinge　to　daylight。

‘Gimme　a　fag；’　she　said。　‘I’m　gasping。’

He　lit　it　for　her。　She　was　more　nervous　than　he　had　ever　seen　her；　he　preferred　her　cocky　and　worldly。

‘We　ain’　got　long；’　she　told　him；　and　with　the　cigarette　in　her　mouth；　she　began　to　strip。　‘Me　mum’ll　be　back。’

‘Yeah；　at　Bellchapel；　isn’t　she？’　said　Fats；　somehow　trying　to　harden　Krystal　up　again　in　his　mind。

‘Yeah；’　said　Krystal；　sitting　on　the　mattress　and　pulling　off　her　tracksuit　bottoms。

‘What　if　they　close　it？’　asked　Fats；　taking　off　his　blazer。　‘I　heard　they’re　thinking　about　it。’

‘I　dunno；’　said　Krystal；　but　she　was　frightened。　Her　mother’s　willpower；　fragile　and　vulnerable　as　a　fledgling　chick；　could　fail　at　the　slightest　provocation。

She　had　already　stripped　to　her　underwear。　Fats　was　taking　off　his　shoes　when　he　noticed　something　nestled　beside　her　heaped　clothes：　a　small　plastic　jewellery　box　lying　open；　and　curled　inside；　a　familiar　watch。

‘Is　that　my　mum’s？’　he　said；　in　surprise。

‘What？’　Krystal　panicked。　‘No；’　she　lied。　‘It　was　my　Nana　Cath’s。　Don’t—！’

But　he　had　already　pulled　it　out　of　the　box。

‘It　is　hers；’　he　said。　He　recognized　the　strap。

‘It　fuckin’　ain’t！’

She　was　terrified。　She　had　almost　forgotten　that　she　had　stolen　it；　where　it　had　e　from。　Fats　was　silent；　and　she　did　not　like　it。

The　watch　in　Fats’　hand　seemed　to　be　both　challenging　and　reproaching　him。　In　quick　succession　he　imagined　walking　out；　slipping　it　casually　into　his　pocket；　or　handing　it　back　to　Krystal　with　a　shrug。

‘It’s　mine；’　she　said。

He　did　not　want　to　be　a　policeman。　He　wanted　to　be　lawless。　But　it　took　the　recollection　that　the　watch　had　been　Cubby’s　gift　to　make　him　hand　it　back　to　her　and　carry　on　taking　off　his　clothes。　Scarlet　in　the　face；　Krystal　tugged　off　bra　and　pants　and　slipped；　naked；　beneath　the　duvet。

Fats　approached　her　in　his　boxer　shorts；　a　wrapped　condom　in　his　hand。

‘We　don’　need　that；’　said　Krystal　thickly。　‘I’m　takin’　the　pill　now。’

‘Are　you？’

She　moved　over　on　the　mattress　for　him。　Fats　slid　under　the　duvet。　As　he　pulled　off　his　boxers；　he　wondered　whether　she　was　lying　about　the　pill；　like　the　watch。　But　he　had　wanted　to　try　without　a　condom　for　a　while。

‘Go　on；’　she　whispered；　and　she　tugged　the　little　foil　square　out　of　his　hand　and　threw　it　on　top　of　his　blazer；　crumpled　on　the　floor。

He　imagined　Krystal　pregnant　with　his　child；　the　faces　of　Tessa　and　Cubby　when　they　heard。　His　kid　in　the　Fields；　his　flesh　and　blood。　It　would　be　more　than　Cubby　had　ever　managed。

He　climbed　on　top　of　her；　this；　he　knew；　was　real　life。

VIII
At　half…past　six　that　evening；　Howard　and　Shirley　Mollison　entered　Pagford　Church　Hall。　Shirley　was　carrying　an　armful　of　papers　and　Howard　was　wearing　the　chain　of　office　decorated　with　the　blue　and　white　Pagford　crest。

The　floorboards　creaked　beneath　Howard’s　massive　weight　as　he　moved　to　the　head　of　the　scratched　tables　that　had　already　been　set　end　to　end。　Howard　was　almost　as　fond　of　this　hall　as　he　was　of　his　own　shop。　The　Brownies　used　it　on　Tuesdays；　and　the　Women’s　Institute　on　Wednesdays。　It　had　hosted　jumble　sales　and　Jubilee　celebrations；　wedding　receptions　and　wakes；　and　it　smelt　of　all　of　these　things：　of　stale　clothes　and　coffee　urns；　and　the　ghosts　of　home…baked　cakes　and　meat　salads；　of　dust　and　human　bodies；　but　primarily　of　aged　wood　and　stone。　Beaten…brass　lights　hung　from　the　rafters　on　thick　black　flexes；　and　the　kitchen　was　reached　through　ornate　mahogany　doors。

Shirley　bustled　from　place　to　place；　setting　out　papers。　She　adored　council　meetings。　Quite　apart　from　the　pride　and　enjoyment　she　derived　from　listening　to　Howard　chair　them；　Maureen　was　necessarily　absent；　with　no　official　role；　she　had　to　be　content　with　the　pickings　Shirley　deigned　to　share。

Howard’s　fellow　councillors　arrived　singly　and　in　pairs。　He　boomed　out　greetings；　his　voice　echoing　from　the　rafters。　The　full　plement　of　sixteen　councillors　rarely　attended；　he　was　expecting　twelve　of　them　today。

The　table　was　half　full　when　Aubrey　Fawley　arrived；　walking；　as　he　always　did；　as　if　into　a　high　wind；　with　an　air　of　reluctant　forcefulness；　slightly　stooped；　his　head　bowed。

‘Aubrey！’　called　Howard　joyfully；　and　for　the　first　time　he　moved　forward　to　greet　the　newer。　‘How　are　you？　How’s　Julia？　Did　you　get　my　invitation？’

‘Sorry；　I　don’t—’

‘To　my　sixty…fifth？　Here　–　Saturday　–　day　after　the　election。’

‘Oh；　yes；　yes。　Howard；　there’s　a　young　woman　outside　–　she　says　she’s　from　the　Yarvil　and　District　Gazette。　Alison　something？’

‘Oh；’　said　Howard。　‘Strange。　I’ve　just　sent　her　my　article；　you　know；　the　one　answering　Fairbrother’s　…　Maybe　it’s　something　to　do　…　I’ll　go　and　see。’

He　waddled　away；　full　of　vague　misgivings。　Parminder　Jawanda　entered　as　he　approached　the　door；　scowling　as　usual；　she　walked　straight　past　without　greeting　him；　and　for　once　Howard　did　not　ask　‘how’s　Parminder？’。

Out　on　the　pavement　he　found